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воскресенье, 14 января 2018 г.
<< the reason why eiswein wilder 13:29:40
­­­­­­I gotta find myself, gonna find it now­­­­­­I’m gonna say goodbye . You didn’t see me cry

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My heart is devastated. No, not because something terrible is happened. It's all in the emotion. I tried for so long to be a good girl. I read a lot, did homework, studied perfectly. I remember that sweet charming lady, where I was a years ago. Every morning, I woke up from the mother's voice calling for Breakfast. I had 15 minutes to get ready after I sat down at the table with my parents and discussed plans for the day. I always tied my long blonde hair into a ponytail. This is the most simple and easy hairstyle. Went to class. At school I was waiting for the best friends who swore to be beside me always, forever. (Never promise what you can't keep.) I was very happy. Everything was perfect. Then there was prom. College and new people. The old life was past, as my best friends. But it's not so bad, right?! I find new friends. Lived in Dorm for two years and was very pleased. This taste of freedom, independent life in any way is beyond words. I love my parents, but sometimes they were just unbearable! I was happy to breathe deeply and to lived my own live.
At some point you become blind. Can't see who your friend is, who the enemy is. You live the illusion of reality. And when the eyes are opened it's too late. The perfect life was shattered. I don't believe in fairy tales with a happy ending. And this is not a pessimistic tirade about poor, poor girl. This is the story of life. At some point we grow up. Something or someone breaks us. We cease to see the illusion and begin to feel the reality. Reality sucks. I don't feel free. Only more cornered. I can scream, hiss, scratch and bite. This is all I have. Cigarette smoke is my best friend. It helps to clear the mind and kill the pain inside.

Категории: Wild, Usefull, Think about it, Relationships, Redemption, My life, I'm so f/cking tired
понедельник, 13 февраля 2017 г.
Feel the difference. eiswein wilder 19:23:50
I always thought that more than anything I hate is a lie. But right now I think that I'm wrong. Because a lie is an art that is not given to everyone. Well, think for yourself on how to be a good actor to watch in the eyes of the man and the bear utter nonsense. I mean how can they artfully to lie and not even blush or shy? After all to someone believed in your words, first of all you need to believe in that. That is logically they are not lying to you, but only tell what they desperately believe in. So is it a lie? Maybe it's just a solution to their problem? I mean, people lie for some reason. Some do it for good, not wanting to hurt the feelings of a dear person. But other people lie because they think their life is so boring and ordinary. They don't have anything interesting, no adventure. Just think for a second. Imagine yourself in their place. What would you feel? Personally, I feel only pity for these people. They have to invent lovers and friends to impress their people. I think they believe that telling stories they become more interesting. They lie to stay in the company of strangers to them. Because if these people that surround them would be their friends, they wouldn't have to lie and invent something to impress self-sufficient person. I think these people are amazing. Yes, perhaps to some extent it's not right, but this lie doesn't make them worse, right? What is wrong is that they tell fictional stories? I mean, you read books and watch movies. It's the same lie. The only difference is that books and movies are made public. And the stories these people are among those they told. It's kinda cute, in a sense. This means that they are lying because they are afraid to be rejected by you. Although it is rather sad. But I don't see anything terrible. I see no reason to turn away from such people. They didn't do anything wrong! They only entertained you with tales. Then as your other named-friends commit worse offenses.

Категории: The same lie, Feel the difference, Advice, Friendship, My friends, Relationships, So true, Think about it
воскресенье, 18 декабря 2016 г.
eiswein wilder 11:30:31
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